SO, I've been saving up money for an Xbox 360 for several months now, because it seems like the most promising game console of the three majors and it's a heck of a lot less expensive than the PS3. I was so resolute in the fact that this money would be spent on an Xbox that I went about calling it my "Xbox 360 money."

Then I saw a teaser for the Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep gameplay... My "Xbox" money is officially toast.

Now, I have mixed feelings about portable consoles... Their quality will never be quite as good as a sit-down console, but at the same time, I still play my old Gameboy Color for nostalgia's sake, and it still goes like the Energizer bunny.

And plus, once I thought about BBS, I thought about how every now and again I get this hankering to play Crisis Core, and it's a hankering SO STRONG that I have to bite my pillow and grunt in order to stave it off. Because I have friends that have Crisis Core, but I want it for my own... I don't even think the game is that good, but I'm addicted to it. It's a very guilty addiction.

And THEN I thought about Dissidia: Final Fantasy, and my new resolution was further solidified. I'm Square's bitch, and I'm even more Disney's bitch. I don't stand a chance.

I have $189. With Crisis Core, a PSP from WalMart, and a memory card, I estimated ABOUT(don't squabble with me over technicalities) $218. Don't know how I'm going to get it; I don't have a job. *sigh*

Sorry, oh Beautiful and Hopefully Merciful Xbox. DO WANT BIRTH BY SLEEP. DO WANT.